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yesturday was the ESM boys volleyball first game and they won GOOD JOB! i made Don and Vin a sign but i forgot it in the car..i know Don was happy haha but Vin was like where was my sign? haha so ill bring it next game!! and i went with sarah haha shes funny i love that grl..sum bitches were talkin shit i was like are u kidding me bitch haha..but yea i aint guna be startin shit wen i have like 2 ppl haha..so yea..and don didnt even say bye "supposedly didnt see us when we walked right past him..w/eee" haha..fuckerrrrrrr...its all gravy baby..(so gay lmao) im like in such a giddy mood (i wonder why) but yeaa..school was good today i guess we had a quiz in govt..wow that was like the easiest quiz ever..i went to look for a job today but idk i gotta go again on thursday nothin good haha..boces was ok we set up the preschool some more it looks so cute i cant wait for the little kids to come in !! so yeah i cant wait till we have our 4 days off! pshh yeahh kids.. sundays jonis birthday!! i LOVE her haha..gotta get her all fucked up shes fuckin hysterical wen shes drunk haha..and uhm..13 days till my birthday hell yAaaa..hah..ok so i wanan hangout with .. *HIM!*..no names mentioned..but hopefully within these 4 days sometime..heheheheheh ;)
ok im gonna go gotta write my college essay and do some math hw and some studying..last day tomorrow ..<3 NeEnN*
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[11 Sep 2004|04:07pm] |
so yeah todays 9/11 ..cant believe its been 3 years..uhmm yea dont rly wana talk about it 2 much so ill just speak about other things that have been going on..school started sucks of course but i cant believe im a senior and graduating this yearr haha..cant wait for college:) .. so ive been like depressed lately haha.. summer went way too fast..and alot happened this summer..went to some crazy parties..and chilled alot wiht alisha i fuckin love that bitch haha..were like always drunk..so uhm yea i made some stupid mistakes..wont mention them..but since then..ive been like depressed and havent went out..i dont know wat my deal is..
also one of my best friends moved to south carolina..it just sucks if u think bout it..like we got so close this past year and like some things happened and it kinda became distant..and then like since maybe march we were ok again..and find out shes moving ..like its hard..so yeah her sweet 16/ going away was in may..even tho she didnt end up leaving until august..we hungout a few times not as much as i would have liked but theres other reasons i dotn wanna get into really bc i think thats all over too..but shes one of the people id tell everything to and like one of the only ones..even if we didnt hangout alot like we used to..its still a great friendship..so then august rolls around and the countdown begins..its hard for alot of people..we all went to fridays and like to her house after and i thought that was gonna be the last time id see her..but like i dont know why it didnt hit me that night..but it turns out i left my camera there anyway so i went there the next morning with deborah and like picked it up and sghe gave me this flower and a card and like i still thought ..that was the last time id see her until she visits again..so i like hugged her and krista and said good bye to her parents and i walked outsidea nd i started crying ..turns out i went back there that night anyway haha..it was like old times..walkin around the streets with everyone ah i miss it..and i ahvent been to that area since..i kinda dont wnat to go around tehre..at least until she comeas back..i miss u sabrinaaa...=(
ok on a more positive note..this summer i met some amazing people i am so serious i love all of u guys..
and..me and deb chilled alot this summer too..like seriously i love that bitch haha..me and deb + alcohol=a bad thing..haha..i really cant even get into it bc u all will be in aweeeee..
splihs splash was good this summer i guess i only worked 3 days a week so i got like no money but i still met the hotties they hire..and chris a worked tehre and i like saw him the first few days of the summer and im like holy shit arent u jonis friend i went 2 ur party haha and hes like o shit yea..and like i love that kid hes awesome..he likes 2 call me rhyming names like jeanine the sex feen tho which pisses me off haha..anyway..liek i was sayin..im shuttin the door to splish splash i think tho i dont know if i wanna go back next summer..who knowwsss..there is hto guys haha..omg one time me and this grl angela were in ice cream 1..anfd this kid walks by and im like whoaa damn..and i remmeberd his name bc of when i went with ryan steve and lauren so like i yell it and he like looks and keeps walkin..so like i yelled it again and he like comes up 2 the window and like i was ducking down and so he goes what do u want haha..and tehre sittiin there crackin up and so he walks away hah ait was the funniest tihng..so then later on it was jus me and ang and hes tehre again so we yelled it again and he came up and hes like what and im like hha dont u remember i gave u dippin dots ther other day with ry and hes like o yeahh hahaha..and he called us the freckle twins but holy hannah hes hot lmao..but yeah what else is new..uhmm i worked with jays gf this summer she is such a sweetheart not what id expect him to go for but hey thats good for him i guess..
o yea also i chilled with amanda watro a few times this summer..i love her too omg we found the chillest spot near the bay its like a square its so sick haha we like drink there alot now its cool..
nothin else 2 say but i <3 boys..and its always a new one with me haha everyone knowss i dont stay likin the same one for more then a few weeks especiallt in the summerr
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[21 Jun 2004|09:53pm] |
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lol the confused thing is a joke bc this hot guy says i always look confused haha yeah so..havent updated in a while who rly cares no1 reads this anyway lol started work..this guy is freakin bangin jesus..haha..today sucked except i was wid mandaa in friendlys..let me go...summer here we come babi......summer lovin<3
do you know what it feels like..being alone....ill find someone new....
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[14 Jun 2004|10:29pm] |
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its been awhile since i updated but ah o well..who cares anyway..no1..so yeah schools over..got 2 regents and im done fuck yeah..i start workin tuesday and the other job im probably gonna just work sundays and wednesdays..but hey i get sum good money there so its all gooodddd..this kid i talk to is so amazing like u wouldnt think he was real..lol..which is weird for me bc all the guys i meet are like dicks..its like why is this kid part of my life its almost a dream..ive dealt with so much shit with guys this past year that this is like too good to be true..were goin 2 the movies tonite which is gonna be exciting..i hope this kid is as good as i assume.....laterrr xOox
. . close my eyes . .
let the whole thing pass me by
there is no time
to waste asking why
.i l l r u n a w a y w i t h u b y m y s i d e.
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SweeTestLiSH: bc we were talkin about terrorists
SweeTestLiSH: and so..
SweeTestLiSH: there was this dude in my class who was like arab and was offended or sumshit..
SweeTestLiSH: and he was like...i came from there, so dont say anything bad about it..
SweeTestLiSH: and so i started yellin..
x NeEn BaBii x: at the kidd?
SweeTestLiSH: i was like...well if you fuckin country was so good..then whya re you here?
SweeTestLiSH: yea at the kid
x NeEn BaBii x: lmao
SweeTestLiSH: and he didnt no wat to say..
x NeEn BaBii x: haha
SweeTestLiSH: and so then he was like, theres no reason for you to get all mad..
SweeTestLiSH: and i was like...well im jus sayin..
SweeTestLiSH: "do you think ur country was justified in crashin planes into out wtc?"
SweeTestLiSH: and hew as like..."im sure they did it for a reason"
x NeEn BaBii x: omg
SweeTestLiSH: and that was wen i flipped out
SweeTestLiSH: i was like..
SweeTestLiSH: "well then ya know wat you iraqi motha fucka.....you god damn terrorist...if your people are so great...pack up your shit and go back there...."
x NeEn BaBii x: HAHAH omgggg
x NeEn BaBii x: i would been on the floor laughinggg
SweeTestLiSH: everyone was!
x NeEn BaBii x: haha
SweeTestLiSH: and so my teacher kinda sat down and let me yell at him.
SweeTestLiSH: and then as soon as i said that line, he wa slike...ok miss hagen, sit down..
x NeEn BaBii x: lmao
SweeTestLiSH: and i go..."ohh NO! dont tell me that while im over here actually voicing my opinion, that your disagreeing with me, bc i know that you are agreeig with everything im saying, you jus cant say that because your a teacher..."
x NeEn BaBii x: ha ha ha ha ha haha hahaha
SweeTestLiSH: and he was like....lost for words, he didnt no wat to say..
SweeTestLiSH: and that kid was like..im not gonna sit here if she stays in the room..
SweeTestLiSH: and i go..
SweeTestLiSH: i wouldnt wanna stay here if there was a terrorist in the classroom
SweeTestLiSH: so i pick up my shit..
x NeEn BaBii x: hahahahahha
SweeTestLiSH: and my teacher was like, where are you going..
SweeTestLiSH: and i was like..im savin u the hassle of havig u send me to the pricipal, bc im sendin myself there..
x NeEn BaBii x: hahaha
SweeTestLiSH: and i got up and went to the princial..
SweeTestLiSH: and he had a fit with me....
SweeTestLiSH: all bc we have a fuckin terrorist in the classroom..
x NeEn BaBii x: hahah omg
SweeTestLiSH: but the whole class was laughin..
SweeTestLiSH: so it was worth it
x NeEn BaBii x: i bet haha
gotta love her haha
memorial day weekend....hmm friday went 2 caseys house...saturday..chilled in east islip wid deb and the guys..drank..sunday..chilled with the floyders...ahh haha...yeah...weekend was pretty fun..and thank god skewl is almost over....7 more days bitches YeAyA---thats all folks <3 xOox
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last nite..deb and sum guys came over we had a drink..then went 2 get pizza saw chris at work..thats my nite..
AND....
wow today(sunday) was funny...i wake up at 12:15 and go online..everyones at the beach im like FUCK..so i am tryin 2 call whoevers not there..and alisha ended up gettin sumone to pick me up..we go 2 the beach and what else is new..GET DRUNK..so w.e im drinkin screwdrivers and i decide 2 go up to the beach hut..and i see someone i knew from 2 yrs ago and we were talking..and i was tryin 2 look for dannyy but he was nowhere 2 be found..so me and alisha went 2 play frisbee and haha i fell on the sand..then i went 2 pee and i ended up talkin 2 these guys and i told them i couldnt find my friends so i was sittibn on the stairs liek so upset and then alisha fouind me thank god..haha..so we go back and leave..i call my brother and ask him sumtin and hes like are u drunk u fuckin idiot and im like no..haha and hes like yea u are stupid..so i couldnt deny it..i get home..pee and pass ouit for 2 hours thats my nite
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[22 May 2004|02:07pm] |
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well..this week went fast..todays saturday..last nite was sabrinas sweet 16 and it was so much fun..i was kinda stressed b4 i went tho bc like i had NO time watsoever to get readi..but yeah idk haha..i got there on time and sabrina looked SO PRETTY omg haha she thought she looked lyk a drag queen bc of all her makeup but she was rly tan and she had jus the right color dress 2 show her tan off..and her hair looked awesome too..anyway so we get there and ppl i totally didnt expect 2 say 2 words 2 me were like heyy..i was kinda like haha ok..but i was nice and said hi back..i felt kinda bad tho bc me and sabrina were tryin 2 get everyone 2 dance and they were all like gayy so no1 was dancin at first..i felt bad she was gettin upset..and i dont blame her..but anyway it was alot of fun..and i am gonna miss her so much ahh let me stop b4 i think about this 2 much..
"me and u ..it dont get no better"
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[10 May 2004|05:37pm] |
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ahh i am 2 lazy for these things..but here goes..
last friday hungout with alicia..went 2 sum kid in east moriches house drank..chilled..played beer pong DID I MENTION I KILLED ALICIA..MUHAHA..jus thought id rub it in since she was so mad lol..went home on the way alicia made her bf stop the car bc she had 2 puke..so yeah she didnt end up till after i left lol..
sat didnt feel like goin out haah was tired nd shit..
sunday dont remmeber prolly nothin big i swear i need a car..
m-f skewl sucks yeahh almost over thank the lord jesus..
fri nite..haah ..chilled with the east islipers..have 2 say they are cool kids..yeah except that sumone couldnt even say hi..that made me upset..but what can i do ..get over it exactly..so yeah we went like 2 westhampton wtf haha..i drank sum..then we ended up goin back 2 east islip..i got my 22 and drank most of it i wasnt rly in the mood 2 drink i didnt no anyone and there was no girls with me so..haha yeah i felt uncomfortable gettin insanely trashed wiht like 10 guys yaaaa knowww
well ya im on my way 2 the gym..catch ya later
u confuse me! mixed feelingSz....=/
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today is thursday for all u fools..this week went kinda slow..monday went 2 the hair show in the city..haha we met FABIO yeah bitches the model haha so funny..tuesday i was late what else is new?..haha i miss spanish like everyday b/c im always late yet i still have a 95? yeah its called BEING SMART..haha..yeahh...okkkkk...wed went sloww ahh b/c its jus the day u want 2 go fast of course..today was ok..i was late haha again..but we had a sub in spanish anyway..and in math a sub too..in history watched a movie..uhmm english watched a movie too..good shit..lol..then in boces we went on a field trip..guess where..haha PIZZA HUT AND CARVEL..cheers 2 that shit..and it was procidas birthday AWW shes so cute lol..tomorrow is gonna be SICK..haha me joni alicia and jP are goin tanning then the gym thennnn..goin 2 the carny in lindenhurst..gettin our 22's..and vodka..then goin 2 sum house party in coram? haha kegs nd shti gonna be sick..i wnana hangout with ms alisha on sat 2 kill r bottle we'll see bout that 1 =) let me go dinner is being served haha...
lotz o' love x0x
"everytime i try to fly i fall without my wings..
i feel so small
i guess i need you baby
everytime i see you in my dreams
i see your face..its haunting me
i guess i need you baby"
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[26 Apr 2004|09:17pm] |
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i jus have 2 say i give amanda mad props for doin my journalll!! and beth was the first one 2 say she would so i gotta show love 2 her too haha..<3...so saturday i went 2 alishas for the nite..we got our bottle of smirnoff apple twist w/e ithat shit is..yeah i recommend being a person who can majorly handle liquor 2 drink that shit! speaking from experience kids..haha on a higher note..so we got our bottle and i couldnt wait so i was drinkin it in this kids car..we drive all over fuckin suffolk county im yellin out the window "IM RICK JAMES BITCH" all over port jeff 2 these like skater kids(ROCK on!) and yea i couldnt show my face for sum reason so im like hiding under half of a closed window..so finally we get 2 this kids house and the kid drivin goes..i dare u 2 get out of the car and knock on his door and tell his parents that ur pregnent with his kidd..meanwhile its like 11:15 haha and im mlike nah i aitn drunk enough yet mann..so yeah we leave and go 2 the kids apartment and fuckin took like 2 shots perhaps..then i jus mixed it with snapple apple and i made like 1/4 cup liquor and that was 2 drinks and i was gone ahah so yeah sunday rolls along and i wake up feelin like shit mad hungover..sucks..and ooh yeah sorry if i imed u or called u on sat by the way b/c alisha told me i was online and i really dont remember wat i said or who i talked 2 haha ..let me go..laterrr
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last nite was fun i guess its just weird because i dont really hangout with them anymore..so its like there all really close and stuff then its me lol..but steph came a lil later and ya i had sum1 who i know better lol..but yeah i guess it was good 2 see them again i missed jackie and kathleen haha..but then later on freakin like 15 mins b4 i leave mike decides 2 say u cna have my 40..its in the car i was like haha ok so i drank like 1/4 of it in like maybe 5 mins..idk..so then i got out of the car and my mom was there so i said my goodbyes then left..then i was like mom im hungry! haha considering i ate like a pig at the sweet 16 but still i was hungry..so shes like me2! so we went 2 the diner me in a goddam dress haha and my mom was like wearin jeans it looked so dumb but o well yeahhh tonite im prolly goin 2 the carnival most likely got a bottle ..did i mention i love alisha for hookin me up with that shiyatt word..lol..so maybe krystie is goin with me idk im still seeing whats goin on ..laterrrrrrr kids xo0x
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so i just got home from getting my nails done and tanninggg for jackieeess sweet 16 tomorrow haha gonna be great..i cant waittt..get excited bitches..uhmm yeah i dont no how 2 make this all fancy and stuff so ill ask someone to do it for me sometime i guess..cuz im sped..lol..so i find out that theres sum fantasy hair thing i can get into..hmm im kinda like sketchy bout fuckin up sumones hair..but thats the whole point so haha..idk maybe i will..im goin to go do my hair now so laterrrrrrrr kids
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